December 2009
6 posts
love, love, love
blew it. completely blew it. but when did i ever even begin to deserve it again? i’m tired of creating the smokescreen of words that you believe that come out of my mouth; i am a liar. decieving has been one of the best traits i’ve had as long as i remember. i’m not struggling; more like dangling. it’s not in the negative sense though. there’s an upside; she’s...
i drew a line
i drew a line for you; oh what a thing to do.
knocking these walls down has never been as hard as this before.
if God
had a disease and the only way to remove it completely was to eliminate the human race, he would do it. why? because he can create a whole other generation of people that would praise him indefinitely.
so if you trust someone that much, is it the smartest thing to do when you know that they have that kind of ability to swindle someone else into believing the same things you did when you were...
you
are like the plague that stops everything from proceeding in my life! just leave me be, let me live, get out of my head because i’m tired of you ending up there constantly ruining the content mood i have. yeah things aren’t always pretty and could be better but why do you have to make things seem like its shit? it makes no sense, i’m sick of the bullshit that you get me to think...
growing up
is something i still need to do. maybe you might not understand why or possibly can’t see why, but i know its clear as day.
sharing is not caring, b/c sharing gets me sick. 4th or 5th time getting sick this year, 3rd time within 2-3 months. someone just cut my dick off please.
december
is for cynics. and what a good month to be so intimate with going down so very slowly. to even think about what has even happened, i’m going to explode. i’ve become an affliction in more than one pair of eyes; expectations were higher than what i could reach, yeah? for the lot of you.
13 days until fake ids don’t matter anymore. time to throw on some clothes and head to la...