January 2011
50 posts
me: ” so you’re off until the 13th? ” (today is the 31st)
madre: ” i’m going back on the 16th. “
me: ” oh, why? “
madre: ” my blood pressure is going back up. “
sometimes i honestly don’t know how i’m going to handle the day when they’re gone.
so much for what i wanted to do. that pretty much ruins my day, and i’ve only been awake for less than 10 min.
when i come home, i want to be home. because i do what i want when i’m elsewhere, but when i’m home, i’m fucking home. and my priority when i’m home, is my family.
cute movie! glad i re-watched it.
” there are many people in this world who enjoy being alone, but there isn’t a single person who can bear solitude. “
oh fairy tail.
wth, i can’t believe my parents waited until i came home so i can do their laundry also hahah. it’s going to be a long day -_____________-
“The less I know about peoples’ affairs the happier I am. I’m not interested in...”
– Ron Swanson “Parks and Recreation” lol. (via yowaffle)
hahahah how ironic!
and just like that, the handful decreases by one!
from now on, the key is gone. oh yeaaaah.
fuck. after over 10 years, my addiction for coffee came back. bleh.
saving a life > drinking.
” you never really plan on who you fall in love with, and it never goes the way it should. “
No Strings Attached was a great movie. too bad it makes me feel ronery, BAH.
jc: ” if you know that you can make someone happy, and you know they can make you happy, and this applies to more than one girl, how do you know who you’re going to marry? “
honestly don’t give a fuck, because i’m making some damn good lemonade with the lemons life is giving me.
me: ” i don’t think i have an insecurity, and if i do, i don’t think i can identify it. i feel bad, because it makes it harder to sympathize because i’ve become bitter. “ friend: ” yeah, i can see that, hahahaha. “
me: ” .. you can? “
friend: ” yeah, i can. i know you’re a softy somewhere. you just give off this wild ‘i dont...
i’m just trying to live my life, trying to casually care from a distance and not overstep my boundaries, but it doesn’t help me to see that shit.
I WANT TO SLEEP MORE. other than that, there’s flurries outside. busy days are not what i enjoy :(
i think last night was well deserved and needed. i’ve been frustrated and pessimistic for a little while, and brain drain was the breath of fresh air that made things better. head on straight, time to tackle this semester! goals!
- get above a 3.0! (highly doubtful, but willing to attempt) - win this spring bench competition and blow everyone the fuck out of the water - find proper living...
Common courtesy and respect. Are those things that fucking hard to have.
so when shit trips up with you and your boy, you run over to me? i would kinda appreciate not playing the role of the pseudo boyfriend. how about we start off as being REAL friends. just a thought.
The World Is… (Below the Heavens) - Blu...
the pros and cons of honesty
cons: - you lose friends, gain enemies instead - people may feel like you are an ass/bitch - unwanted views possessed by other people upon you - people may come to you less for advice or an opinion - alienation
pros: - being fucking honest.
something’s up. i’ve been waking up earlier than i need be for some reason. i even got fucking destroyed last night, and i still wake up this early. upside is no hangover :) however, i’m still bothered by the fact that i’m up. i’m literally closing my eyes right now and typing this out as we speak, to rest the burning sensation that is resulting from the fact that the...
Ive never been self conscious about anything when it came to anyone. I did what i wanted, said what i wanted, and acted the way i wanted. My whole life, ive really just lived and thought that i could care less if people walk in and out of my life because i was just doing me.
But now, why now? I get so lifted in my head hoping you would notice, say something, anything. I dont even want to talk to...
feb 13th, ___
i’m writing on retarded paper so i can’t write you… more pages =) but read the heart one first. because i wrote you two… anyways. i hope you’re doing good. i’m really sorry that i can’t be there physically and sometimes emotionally there for you. even if i want to be like… so bad… but you know, it’s a challenge. and...
Street Lights - Kanye West
i know my destination,...
you would think that one would notice the efforts you make, but you’re coming up short.
some advice: don’t stick around. it’s not them anymore for you; it’s you doing it to yourself. so take your head out of your ass and look around, cause maybe if you do that you won’t be seeing shit all the time.
funny as shit, not expecting this movie to make me as weak as i was the majority of the time. really made my day, especially all the things that happened today.
i kinda had that pain in my chest, but wondering why i had it feeling; i was searching for a reason and then i would think it came to this, but then in my head i feel like what? come on, what the fuck is wrong with you? feeling. meh,...
i am ready to knock the fuck out of this semester. can’t wait to start classes, then again i don’t want to at all. being home for the break really made me lazy when it comes to doing anything. i feel like college is the only thing where i feel productive now, other than the gym. CGD. lovely routine!
so it’s a new year, what’s really new? hmm, on my mind right now.
-...
dude
i feel great. i feel happy.
dentist @ 11 will question my smoking habits oh nooooo :(
out with the old, in with the new
time to flush out my ipod.
Runaway - Kanye West ft. Pusha T
i don’t...
don't trip
just learn from it.
it’ll make things a lot easier to swallow.
it's funny
when people just don’t listen. it’s just too damn funny. selfishness and irrational thinking leads to decisons that are made that we don’t wish to see, sometimes to the point of where it just isn’t our place to say anything anymore. being the honest you need is something that you don’t want, and although you know that you should listen to the things that people say,...
if you wanted to do something about your life
then it should’ve already been done and realized. you shouldn’t use a checkpoint in your life to decide whether or not something is wrong. you know it’s already wrong but you delay it to a point where you can say that maybe something you’re choosing to do isn’t the right way, but you do it anyways.
don’t rely on a new year to begin something that has been...
Pollen and Salt - Daphne Loves Derby
i really hate the feeling
where you wake up, head still banging, and don’t know what the fuck to do with yourself, so you just sit and let time go by. -__-